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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by ClosetOfExhaustion on Wed Nov 02, 2016 12:56 pm

    shit zappo.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by zappo on Fri Nov 11, 2016 4:04 am

    Turns out she was cheating on me.  With her 15-years-her-senior new boss.  She'd known him 4 two weeks.  The lies it turns out she'd been telling people to justify it...holy Christ.  I'm surprised that nobody's come after me!  Wow.  Two-and-a-half years flushed down the toilet on a whim and without a second thought.  I know I'm technically lucky to be rid of somebody who it turns out was capable of this kind of deceitful and vicious behavior, but it's no easier in the moment.  One day, we were in love; the next, it was suddenly over.  The worst part is that I have to wait until I get my money and my stuff (assuming I ever do, which I admit may be a pretty big assumption) to tell her the jig is up and give her a piece of my mind.  Man.  I'm no saint and I was never anything close to a "perfect boyfriend," but I'm not and I never have been a monster.  This shit...this is some fucked up shit.  What a cunt.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ned Braden on Tue Nov 29, 2016 4:39 am

    Jesus fuck dude, so sorry. I mean... the only shred of consolation I can even come up with here is the old... "at least you weren't married to her" crap. Being fucked over sucks, but I guess it's cool that you don't have to go to court to give her 50%.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by zappo on Tue Nov 29, 2016 2:11 pm

    Even in my current state, I know that that's true. It could be a lot worse. While, again, that doesn't actually help me feel any better right here and right now, it's still true and important to remember. Also, my friend and her baby seem to be mostly okay. The baby may have some issues similar to those faced by kids born with spina bifida, but again...it could be worse than all that, right? I just hope that they aren't surprised by further bad news now that hopes are sort of up.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Thu Dec 08, 2016 8:23 pm

    I just feel really, really fucking bummed out today. harshrealmbro
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Nick on Thu Dec 08, 2016 8:36 pm

    Yea man I had a small piece of donut from Glazed & Infused this afternoon. Someone brought a couple boxes in and since then I've just wanted to die.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by zappo on Fri Dec 16, 2016 12:35 pm

    My no-vomit streak just came to an end. 13 years and 9 months down the drain. Very upset. This year just won't quit.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Soma on Sun Dec 18, 2016 4:04 am

    Gonna have to add myself to the list of people who are literally going through some shit. I must have taken at least 8 of them today (I forgot to count) and jesu christ my stomach feels awful.

    Posted from the toilet.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Bruegel on Sun Dec 18, 2016 11:57 am

    Alcohol, spicy food, drugs trifecta?
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Sun Dec 18, 2016 12:56 pm

    I've quit smoking as of three days ago. So I'm going through some shit but I also probably won't be shitting much at all for the next month or so.
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    Post by Ҩ on Mon Dec 19, 2016 3:17 pm

    Hell is definitely just the inside of an Apple store.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by BGwaves on Mon Dec 19, 2016 5:52 pm

    I've had the smiths song everyday is like Sunday in my head since Thursday...
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Soma on Mon Dec 19, 2016 7:00 pm

    Bruegel wrote:Alcohol, spicy food, drugs trifecta?

    You know me so well.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Soma on Mon Jan 16, 2017 2:07 am

    This is very minor but I taped the second North West derby and assumed the result had been spoiled because Paul Pogba was trending on Facebook so I decided to just Google ait and it turned out to have been a draw rather than a United victory.
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    Post by Ҩ on Mon Jan 16, 2017 2:50 am

    The last fifteen minutes of that game are still worth re-watching. The Ibra header was something else.
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    Post by Soma on Mon Jan 16, 2017 4:22 am

    Just watched the highlights. So I suppose Pogba was actually trending because of his moments of incompetence?
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Bruegel on Mon Jan 16, 2017 11:55 am

    it probably peaked when he handled the ball for a pen having missed a sitter and failed to deal with Lovren at thee consecutive corners

    I'm sure his new branded hashtag emoji helped

    http://www.manutd.com/en/News-And-Features/Football-News/2017/Jan/paul-pogba-twitter-emoji.aspx
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Nick on Wed Feb 22, 2017 12:36 pm

    I shave my head nearly everyday. I hate head stubble and I'm sure my OCD about shaving is associated with my low self esteem and confidence issues but whatever.

    I have always used a Gillette Mach 3 but on a whim switched to Dorco. Well, that fucker gouged the shit out of my head so now I have to worry when I'm talking with someone the next few days they'll be looking at the gouges on my head.

    Fuck off Dorco.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by chrondog on Wed Feb 22, 2017 3:50 pm

    i've used relationships, casual sex, and drugs as a means to fill the void left in my heart where having motivation and a purpose in life should be. i reached the tipping point finally where casual sex can leave me feeling empty almost instantly--there isn't even a few hours or a day of fulfillment or validation. i just want to get back to doing some minorly fulfilling work and feeling at least somewhat useful. i want a beautiful woman who cares about me to snuggle up with. i feel very hurt in my soul, and i need to wake up and grow up.

    i'm turning 27 next week.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Thu Feb 23, 2017 10:56 am

    You've been boarding really hard for about a week straight though now. flyinghigh

    So long as your habits are not actively self-destructive, don't beat yourself up about enjoying your life. If you think some habits should change because they are no longer meeting what you want or expect out of life, or just aren't making you happy or fulfilled, then work to change that. But as a young man who has not done drugs in five years, never experiences casual sex, and is still partially sad about a relationship with a beautiful woman who was all about snuggling up, I tend to envy your approach.

    I guess the danger of actively pursuing what you really want out of life is that it doesn't work out and then that just really sucks. I've mostly gotten over my anxiety and I'm really not depressed about anything, but I'm very much afraid of pursuing anything that could make me really, truly happy because I'm afraid of shit blowing up in my face again. eh
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Thu Feb 23, 2017 10:57 am


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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by chrondog on Thu Feb 23, 2017 3:49 pm

    Ҩ wrote:I guess the danger of actively pursuing what you really want out of life is that it doesn't work out and then that just really sucks. I've mostly gotten over my anxiety and I'm really not depressed about anything, but I'm very much afraid of pursuing anything that could make me really, truly happy because I'm afraid of shit blowing up in my face again.  eh

    i haven't been working since September and living off my savings. i moved up to Portland for a woman and we're not together anymore. i wanted to change careers, but it requires more than zero effort and i haven't been working hard at all. i want to luck into something that pays well and seems interesting to me rather than trying different things, working my way up, and struggling at different places. i'm also increasingly pessimistic that anything i do career wise will be fulfilling in the short- to medium-term. i'm now getting depressed and questioning my own skills and value. i'm just a shithead.

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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Nick on Thu Feb 23, 2017 8:15 pm

    Chrono I will be in Portland on Sunday!
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by ClosetOfExhaustion on Thu Feb 23, 2017 8:29 pm

    are you guys gonna go to Dante's or Sassy's together
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Nick on Fri Feb 24, 2017 1:09 am

    Sassy's might be on the Tuesday night agenda, LOL.

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