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    Duff...
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Duff... on Thu Apr 13, 2017 11:02 pm

    British people doing american things.

    That's the best I can do right now.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Bruegel on Thu Apr 13, 2017 11:37 pm

    Ned Braden wrote:
    Bruegel wrote:Now enjoying my first work absence in over 7 years.

    Shocked

    Somehow this is simultaneously baffling and not that surprising.

    When I was about 15 and my Grandmother was on her deathbed she said to me "never take a day off if you are healthy enough to work"

    It really stuck with me.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by zappo on Tue May 09, 2017 3:44 pm

    I was going to listen to a record while working, this afternoon, but now I can't remember which record it was that I wanted to hear. This is bogus.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by C-poots on Fri May 19, 2017 12:24 am

    C-poots wrote:I'm getting married to someone I haven't seen in 8 months and I don't think I want to do it.

    So this relationship appears to be ending now and its a strange bittersweet feeling that I have no idea how to process, and without going into all kind of insane personal details that revolve around it, I'm not sure what to do but my immediate thought is that Im going to quit my job, spend a few weeks in Tokyo, and move to California when I return to try and become a photographer/fashion designer/musician.

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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Fri May 19, 2017 10:22 pm

    Best of luck with whatever you decide to do.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by undo on Sat May 20, 2017 12:57 am

    C-poots that sounds very difficult, I really wish you the best.

    I admire your willingness to continually plan for the future and to try to get the most out of your life.
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    Post by coyote on Sat May 20, 2017 8:40 am

    Sounds like s better decision, tough but better
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Soma on Sat May 20, 2017 11:16 pm

    Sorry c-poots. Maybe just b/c you post about clothes but I imagine you being a good-looking guy and I'm sure you'll find another. Best of luck!
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    Post by C-poots on Mon May 22, 2017 3:05 pm

    Thanks guys. It seemed to be ending but it is still in a strange limbo that the distance isn't helping. I'm going to not update the thread with this stuff anymore as who knows how long it will last or how it will end, but appreciate the words.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Soma on Sun Jun 11, 2017 3:49 am

    I was supposed to be going on holiday in three days time and it's just now that they inform me I have to interview for a new passport after receiving every indication and assurance that it would have arrived on time. Something tells me I'm not going abroad on Wednesday, this was a really big expenditure for me between plane and festival tickets. So pissed off!
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by undo on Sun Jun 11, 2017 10:15 pm

    I am breaking out into hives and I don't know why. Nothing like this has ever happened before.

    The corners of my eyes are all puffed up and my lips and my tongue are swollen, nothing worth printing in a textbook yet but this is a really strange experience to say the least.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ҩ on Sun Jun 11, 2017 11:34 pm

    Dude, take some Benadryl.
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    Post by Pete Best on Mon Jun 19, 2017 2:07 pm

    undo wrote:I am breaking out into hives and I don't know why. Nothing like this has ever happened before.

    The corners of my eyes are all puffed up and my lips and my tongue are swollen, nothing worth printing in a textbook yet but this is a really strange experience to say the least.

    Do what I please gonna spread the disease because I wanna
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Duff... on Fri Jun 23, 2017 7:03 pm

    Started making hummus, discovered I don't have a lemon.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by raj gibson on Sun Jun 25, 2017 8:49 pm

    Acknowledging it's never the first choice, I do keep a bottle of lemon juice in the fridge for the inevitable "I don't have a lemon" Fuck it. moment.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Duff... on Mon Jun 26, 2017 1:30 am

    I usually do too. But that day, somehow....
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    Post by ClosetOfExhaustion on Mon Jun 26, 2017 11:13 am

    harshest realm
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by chrondog on Sat Jul 15, 2017 4:16 pm

    Always.

    Life is so fucking pointless.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ned Braden on Thu Aug 10, 2017 2:36 am

    I stayed up till 2 today for no reason, writing suicide notes to myself. I only hope that if I ever die, by my hand or any other, that I at least have the presence of mind to delete them from word.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ned Braden on Thu Aug 10, 2017 2:39 am

    Cause I'm not a very good writer.

    this is probably the least shitty one:

    sad ned wrote:I am unhappy. And there is no prospect of happiness.  My life has been doomed, as all lives are, from the onset. But I’ve always been able to convice myself, contrary to any semblance of reality, that the good times were yet to come. Today, I realize this to be fallacy. And I reliaze there is really nowhere for me to go from here…  from there…  from anywhere. I am no longer in pursut of anything…  because I’ve accepted the reality that “anything” is unattainable. If I have nothing else, and believe you me, I don’t…  at least I have courage. Coursage enough to speed up this stupid process, and embrace nothingness. So bring it on. Hastag shoots self in the stupid head.  
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ned Braden on Thu Aug 10, 2017 3:22 am

    new louis c.k. special that people were saying wasn't that good is actually easing my mind a fuckload. God bless that guy.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by ClosetOfExhaustion on Thu Aug 10, 2017 10:21 am

    i hope this goes without saying, ned, but dont ever fucking do that.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by reuben on Thu Aug 10, 2017 12:35 pm

    Goddamnit Ned we need you. America needs you.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by chrondog on Thu Aug 10, 2017 1:27 pm

    Ned Braden wrote:I stayed up till 2 today for no reason, writing suicide notes to myself. I only hope that if I ever die, by my hand or any other, that I at least have the presence of mind to delete them from word.

    i've written notes like this before. let yourself be reflective and creative, but don't let it cross over into planning. seek real help if you ever start planning.
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    Re: going through some shit right now

    Post by Ned Braden on Thu Aug 10, 2017 3:18 pm

    I was just having a super shitty day and dipped into one of those episodes... I'm a tad manic depressive by nature, but most of my time is spent on the high part of the curve. Those times when I'm on the other end though are dankest depths. Feeling better now, just... brain chemicals or something. I'll always keep chooglin'

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