by undo Tue Oct 19, 2021 1:37 pm
I used to be an "environmentalist." But now I drive my car 30 miles a day and generate tons of garbage at work, preposterous amounts of plastic that goes straight into a landfill. I recycle my waste at home, in spite of how I've learned that MOST of the plastic I recycle actually goes straight into the dump.
I walk down my street and see tons and tons of litter everywhere. Plastic bottles, big styrofoam packing chunks, plastic bags as far as the eye can see. I'm always thinking about cleaning all of this up, going to a walk with a big trash bag that I can collect it in. I think about this every day and I've kind of turned it into a story about myself that makes me feel good. In this story, I really do care about the environment and I do my part to help keep my neighborhood beautiful. This story is as real to me as anything that I've ever actually done! It's quite insane, really.
Keeping plastic litter out of the soil is important, I really do believe that. But unfortunately, litter is nowhere near as big of a problem as air pollution and there's absolutely nothing I can do about that except for quitting my job and going to work at a store that I can walk to from home. And of course, someone else would take my vacant job and commute X amount of miles in their gas-guzzling SUV in my place, so what would be accomplished from that?
My wife cannot sleep and loses her mind if it's not cold at night, so the air conditioner is run CONSTANTLY during the summer. We take lots of showers, very long ones. They seem like the very definition of modest, simple pleasures, they are incredibly easy to justify and enjoy. We eat lots of meat. Actually, we are the problem!
I do purchase my electricity from renewable resources (some contractual agreement that makes me pay a higher rate every month), but as I've come to understand it this just causes electricity generated by coal to be "burned off" per regulations when demand is not high enough. Is any energy actually saved in this process?
I suppose I really have let the despair of climate change get to me, I've kind of stopped trying to make a difference in any way because the futility of it will just break your mind if you don't detach from it. The ease at which industries have confused the public and controlled legislation is just too much to bear! This leaves you with little options other than resorting to eco-terrorism, but that only feeds into a counter-productive narrative that will be incredibly easy to sell to the public the moment that anyone actually completes the puzzle by providing the sort of violent act that hasn't yet happened. The day any of these people really get what's coming to them is the day that environmentalism becomes a scary word and a culture issue that the right will seize upon and amass even more power under.
What can you do?