For the past month my ninety-two year old grandmother has been living with us. Recently her age has been showing more and more but she always endures it with an incredible grace and patience that I hope to someday find for myself. As the holidays are coming, it is becoming more obvious each day that we can't all be together during Thanksgiving or probably even Christmas, it has been really hard for her. It feels so profoundly and almost cosmically unfair that she has to deal with all of this in her old age... Of course, she is lucky. As are most of us. We are not threatened by eviction, we have not lost our jobs, and we never have to worry about where our next meal is coming in the middle of a fucking pandemic.Soma wrote:I'm sorry, no one deserves any of this
Lately, these thoughts have just been filling me with an incredible dread. We live in a world of such incredible wealth and sophistication and yet each of us have probably never felt so alienated from our families, our friends, and ourselves. Really since the Sanders' campaign has ended, I have felt like my life is just going to be spent as a passive observer of other people's (and my own misery) and the only real choice is how you insulate yourself from it all. Changing the actual conditions just seems incredibly futile, which won't prevent me from continuing to struggle for it.
I hope you guys are all doing well. The State of Illinois has cancelled co-payments for mental health consultations (other Democratic-controlled states have probably done something similar) if anyone needs it. I hope you guys are all well and taking care of yourselves.